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The Weasley's Burrow, aka: The Barn
The Artist's Garden
Charles Tucker: Cottage
Residents' House: Victoria
Charles Tucker, with intrepid assistants - Scott Bowers, Carey Tucker
Scott Bowers, Carey Tucker, Charles Tucker
Scott and Carey working on their roof bench
Life on the Farm
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Tuesday, July 06, 2010
On loss and other real things
I have been thinking … maybe way too much … these past months. The summer especially has been a time of contemplation. I have had a need to come to terms, to find a way of thinking about “things” that is tolerable.
over beer with a friend…
We all die. To everyone there comes a death. For those who love the dying that death is never fair or good enough or kind enough … It is always cruelty that our world should be diminished and that the ones we love eclipsed. The death of the loved is always a portent of our own end.
To each of us comes a death and never can that death satisfy.
All is metaphysics … while all may be knowable, there is never knowing enough to hold it all. The mind is at once infinite and finite … its capacities endless yet never all encompassing so that no matter how much is known there is ever the unknown but not the unknowable.
There is the “stuff” of being. It is being and it is thought. Thought is pattern and organization it is inherent to a being which arranges and rearranges, endlessly playing out every possible configuration, every possible reality. To ask if there is intelligence in this design is a misconception, intelligence is the substance of being.
There is no time.
We can only know now because we are in this configuration and it is necessarily this configuration that we know. We can only know the now we are in.
If one could travel back in time, time would either collapse, all nows becoming now, or multiple nows co-existing, segregated from one another. If I go back in time and change my own past then I become two … twins out of joint … One of me with my “original” history and one of me with my “altered” history and those two can never be rejoined. Once a thing has happened it can never unhappen and that is to say it has always been.
This is the nature of infinity … all possible moments beyond our ability to hold them all exist. It is only our knowing of now that creates time.
Sunday, February 21, 2010
I realize now the importance of competition
Without competition there is nothing to push against
No standard against which to measure the quality of production
There are infinite reasons not to achieve
Infinite reasonable reasons not to give over to …
All will understand the limits of our success
Because there are reasons
A thousand reasonable reasons
That all our friends will understand
Over the slings and arrows
Which impede our progress
There is nothing to measure
But what we do
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Saint Catherine of Alexandria
It is easy and it is difficult to know how to surrender and how to give permission.
We live with the unseen witness and we ascribe to this witness many judgments. We believe that somehow if we suffer others will know our suffering and we will gain worthiness through this suffering. Somehow through debasement, by prostrating before others we prove our goodness. Those few exempted from these interior recriminations are those who through some fluke of rearing or through some internal dialogue have managed to persuade themselves, or are raised to believe, that they are worthy … some believe this in excess.
It is nothing more than a contemporary self-flagellation with the same degree of usefulness. While the diseases it spreads are perhaps less virulent than the plague they are none-the-less damning in their outcomes.
No doubt the content of this witness’s character was formed in the early days of Christian guilt. It is no doubt the descendant of those cultural beliefs that allowed the aristocracy to believe that God had ordained them to their places and had just as firmly placed their lessers rightly beneath them. Conversely, those lessers, equally convinced of their place, were satisfied to have a sense of ego/goodness fed through the virtues of their self-sacrifice. (I am made better than you in my suffering.)
Always it is a balance … how to silence this witness and reconstruct the being in some more helpful form… to know and accept that we are somehow worthy of our happinesses.
It is true that faith must be internal … it is the content of that faith we must reconstruct.
Thursday, January 21, 2010
always back and forth
A struggle to do this simple thing
To see and know what has been done
And to know what yet needs to be done
It is the struggle
The knowing of the limits of patience
The standing still
The absolute aloneness of that struggle
The community of the lovers of solitude
Those who will stand
And take responsibility for what they have put into the world
A declaration of the self
It has always been this
This secret love
You are wrapped in its folds of
My fingers stained
Is it not worthy
Of all my time
Is it not worth
And is it too much
That I profess
In this act of struggling
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Gustav Klimt, Danae
So why not
To the life deferred?
Waiting no longer for the validation of
But the self embrace
To the love of life?
To deny the imagined life?
No more waiting
Now to what is loved